So, guy number two I wrote about last time is becoming a part of my daily life. Seems fast, but, so far it’s harmless, texting, etc. And it’s not the usual “hey what’s up” and “good morning beautiful” texts. It’s a 6:00 pm “I can’t stop thinking about you, and I probably shouldn’t tell you that since now you have the upper hand”. Its us talking about small things and then him throwing in how he’s crazy about me already and has no idea what I did to him but he likes it.
It’s me telling him it’s the same thing. But I’m trying not to runaway with myself considering I don’t know him that well yet. But it’s weird, it’s like my heart sees him. I first saw him and got this tingly feeling, before we even said hello — and the next day, when he showed up to plow out my driveway (without me asking!!) it’s like him looking at me puts me in a trance. I melt almost, like giggly school-girl ish.
And then he hugged me… and it’s like being wrapped up in warmth. MAN I’m gushy right now, and I write this with a smile on my face, but it feels so *good*. That’s what I mean about my heart seeing him, emotionally I just respond to him.
He texted me today to warn me about the roads being bad, then lightly said I care for people and especially you so get used to it! Or something super close to that. So far the things I’ve seen and heard are the things I really want in someone. It’s probably way too fast to think this but I can’t help but think husband material when I see how caring he is.
Like he is making me want to look at pinterest and pin wedding stuff and listen to love songs. And there is SO much I don’t know about him. It’s like cupid took aim, hard.
So our second date is set for Thursday — dinner. haha, I know, I sound like a crazy person talking about Pinterest and the second date. But sometimes when you know, you know. But then again, I’ve thought I knew before, and I definitely didn’t know.
How do you know, when you know?