Happy Halloween readers!
Today I am going to write about the weekend — and catch you all up on what’s been developing.
SO, first, he did respond to the text – but it ended up being a four line conversation. Awesome, right? Ok, so at least I know it’s not for lack of trying to communicate that things had pretty much stopped. But then he commented on a photo when I put up a pick of my new hair color saying “mmm how lovelyyy” and also on a status of mine about the weather. But no texts or anything. So IDK.
A guy I went out with that I really liked from Match also wrote on a status of mine, although no text communication other than to tell me he was sick.
This past weekend I spent time with my ex’s ex-best friend, who I have been friends with online now for almost a year, but hadn’t hung out with out of respect for my relationship with my ex. Anyways, it started out as a movie date, and then turned into a movie at his place thing, and of course there were drinks, and well although we didn’t sleep together I did sleep next to him and woke up naked.
And I’ve been glowing ever since. Which means I definitely do have feelings for him. But, this is a guy who is a confirmed bachelor and I really shouldn’t get my hopes up and not run away with my emotions on this one especially – although he has been asking what I’m up to for the past few weekends and we had been talking a lot more. And he’s always been a really good friend to me. I just don’t know what to expect. honestly, I do hope something happens and it turns into more, but as far as I know he isn’t interested in a relationship … so I should stay away. But at the same time… IDK.
We’ll see, I guess.
As far as my ex, he put up a status on FB about how he is trying to move back home for a certain someone (me, most likely) and to just give him another chance. But then he deleted it. And so part of me wants to say don’t come back for me – it wouldn’t matter, but the other part, the bigger part, says he deleted it – pretend you didn’t see it.
So… idk. IDK IDK. I wish I didn’t catch feelings. It just felt so good to be wanted by someone I care for.